When Reality Sets

The reality sets in. Oh how it fell on me like a ton of bricks !How did I let it get this far? Why am I seeing this now, why am I seeing things so clearly! It’s way to late to leave, to back out and escape the reality. Why did I chase you?! You never paused to see ME! I was doing everything for you to see me! You couldn’t see because you were too caught up with people that never stuck by your side like I have and did. You gave them more recognition then ME. Was I that unimportant?! Am I still?! I never expected the hurt to creep up during a time that is so useless to dwell upon. It’s just so sad though how I chased you to love me, to see ME! Do you love me now?! Do you truly love me?! This time I want reality to set in on you. Oh how I want it to tumble upon you like a ton of bricks! I want you to see how far I’ve come so distant from you....Can you see ME now?! Seeing is not for the late.....because it is...too late.