Misfit

When I was young, it never mattered how much I tried to fit in, because I never did.  I have always been on my own, internally I was very sad and lost. All I ever wanted was for someone to notice me.  When I was young, people would try to tell me what to say and do, but I would never listened. I was very misunderstood, lost and always confused... I was always always looking for a sign. A lot of people were always very mean to me and sometimes make me want to cry... drowning in my head I was screaming to them to just fucking die! I always knew I’d never be boring as fuck like them though... It never mattered how much I’d try to fit in, I’ve always managed to be on my own anyway... Late at night I would close my eyes and drift into another dimension, I’ve always thanked god for giving me this gift. Sometimes it feels like I’m from a planet of people that are sick and twisted... I’ll never wanna fit in anyway! I rather stay being a misfit! I say fuck the normal life! It’s very lame anyway! People like me that are different are always laughed at, well I’m always laughing at them because they will forever be the same... all those assholes can come to the dark side, and sell their soul to me... I know what it’s like to be free.